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Name: Anitra
Country: United States
State: Illinois
Gender: Female
Interests: Pimping Ho's , Running Trains, Running out on baby's mamma, Getting paid, licking toes, rubbing on my breasts or yours... he he he, stealing cable, dropp'n it like its hot, giving u the O face o o o, dropp'n dimes, travel, long walks, KEITH SWEAT, eating chicken, long hot showers, and TIG- O- BITTTIES!!!!!!
Expertise: All of my interests sucka!
Occupation: Other
Industry: Other
Message: message me
AIM:  A Trains for it
Member Since:
10/20/2004
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| Well it has been almost a month since i removed myself from the cyberspace world and it was really ok. Its like a vaction from technology. All the email whores, aim sluts, texting dummys. I have not been doing much texting at all. And it is a refreshment. I have learned in my techno vaca, that I have great instincts when it comes to upcomming ideas. I fucking had a chance to get in on google at the starting price of 44.00 a share and i declined cause i did not think it would rise that much.... boy was I wrong!!! yesterday i was reaading up on some of my stocks and google was at 286.00 a share am I a fucking dummy or what. Or a few other things like roomate .com oh my god im stupid i could have 10 fold my money by now on little invested with high returns. Also Think i have found somethings I am missing, ME! I needed some time by myself to figure shit out and I am back from the promised land. SO dont think I have been on some bullshit you know not busting down regular ho's but i have had some shit to just.... snap the fuck out of. Its not where u are but what u make of it and changing ur local is just a easy way to get away from ur demonds or bad shit temporarily until u fock it up again and end up in the exact same situation. SO what do u do . Fucking change it ! There is nothing wrong with admitting that your were not all that right in your shit and start a new. People forgive if they are real. YOu just cant give that same old bullshit promise ima change this time fo real im serious. Well rigth now im serious as a heart attack. I cant stand my lack of motivation. Its not me at all. So I enrolled myself in a fact finding mission AKA BOOTCAMP! For six weeks I am going to get myshit together at 5:30 in the morning not just ask a type of get in shape quick scam, to me its more than that this time. I remember when I used to haaave so much on my plate that when I has a chance to sit down and I took it someone would think I was sick. Well I am still a that person and I want that type of hustle back in me. I have changed so much in the past year ,mostly what i think is for the good, and I need to keep making strided in the right direction.
alright thats all for now
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| SO what am I up to .same ole shit different day. I am on the treat yourself steeze rigth now but i dont know if i am treating the train to all she can eat? I have deceided that i am ready for a FE but, the summer is not over and student returns are about to begin and I just got a new mohawk...... so I am trying but not that hard. I say i am trying to call and give support and ask such things out for events. This does not mean i did not say that I stayed at another girls this weekend. BUT you know what..... I did nothing. I was tired and she had on a tie-dye nittie. UMMMM so i did nothing. I really wanted to go home but was too hammered. Moved into the house with number 2. Going to bust down number 1. Never thought i would say this but i live with way too much pussy! we have 7 cats and a female dawg and 3 lesbo's what the fuck is going on. well i dont know and i am not trying to find out so. im update more when i hook up the net but fo now
peace
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| Ok so what about last night? Well this niggi was fellin good and such just hangin with crew but Clyhore was not pooin at all. Thinks it must have been cause of the rain. It keep some FE'S from going out cause they may mess up their hairs! But me i kept it chill until NARGILE when out of the blue I got appoached by someone who I never though really would since I got straight dissed by her like a year ago. Back then hoes did not lowe me at all no love for the train. But now this girl is like mad crazy talking to me in such. Lets play a game " lets see who can keep their hands off of each other for the longest time" hummmmm well I usually win this game but I lost big time I was bitten right after the word go litterally! I came up with the idea that I have a conscience and the good one is this Mississippi pimp named Tyrone. He has a cadillac and a lawn chair and he always is eating barbue.? He was tellin me last night to leave this chick alone but since I never listen anyway..... grab a titty for me! All of this while eating his plate of ribs. My bad guy is Urkle yeah I said it Steve Urkle is my bad conscience what the fuck. This mutha is hornia and never helps me out. All this muthafuker wants is a tit and a smile and maybe sone cheese. Needless to say I listened to Urkle last night but took Tyrones advice and left her alone but I did grab a titty for him. I always get worried when I hear this line " you cant always win" hence ima fuck u up when we get home! Um i turned down such things last night again the TRAIN turned down ass this is liek 4th piece I have given the fuck you to. If you want t his you gonna have to earn this.... lolol. But like i said I did not lwave empty handed I did grab a titty. So the moral of last night, if you not gonna fuck at least grab a titty listen to Tyrone! | | |
| On such thingz nothing real exciting going on in my parts. I am finally comming to terms with my divorce to be finalized on July 31 and never to be married again in such a way. I was thinking how to end it all: be cool and say hey lets still hang, or just say nothing, or just be a bitch and make sure that you never have to talk to your ex again. I think i am going to try the 3rd. Looking back and contemplating I have nothing to talk about and I really just want to close the this bad chapter of the my book never to be skimmed over just to be used as guide referenced as to what not to do while living in Champaign. I decided this cause I find such EX a total bore and opposite. The life she is at is just dull and I need color, even hanging with such things makes me want to fall asleep from the nummness that comes over the conversation. Never anything worth memtioning to anyone else nothing of substance just cloud of wasted air raining down bullshit in the form of speach. I thought while writting this am I being mean..... Hell no her convo sucks fo realz. If she knew anything that was not second fuck that 3rd hand and that made any sence maybe I would concider keeping such as a friend. But sence you only hear from her when she needs something, weed, coke, beer or money I am putting her on the BAN list of black listed friends who you met at the bar and only talk to at the bar. So July ,31 is my true immancipation and I will drink till I wanna cause I will be free at last , free at last , free at last! Thank god, almighty Ill be free at last ! | | |
| whats beef? and what the fuck. I am finally dealing with my shit and it feels good have not been DEP in a few days I guess i needed time to reflect and think and act. My ways I think were getting in my own way of doing shite. So I have been slowing my roll. Taking time to really enjoy decent friends and learning to tollerate which you can not change and doing something about things that I can: Hence I am working overtime at work for Luchini cause I haiyte being a broke bia! And not letting jankie girls get to me. Learning that the ways of the Train my possible need to be revamped if I want to get anywhere with the BULLSHIT I have been dealing with. Broads are a trip and Im tired of the frequent flyier miles. Chilled with a Hindulii girl last night I met at CLYWHORE! She was much fun. She told me I made the cut she could hang with me again. OH thats cool. But she was mad nice and cute everyone was ax'n me where I found such things, the chef never reveals his secrect recipe and neither will I to those hethen chickens that i dislowe! But the question today that I recived that pissed me off was "so did you get that indian girl?" Like did you hit it huh huh huh I want to know. Like if i said yeah I would have gotten hi fives and a round of applause from the congregation. That is some sick shit and if that is the type of rep I have and the way I have been in the past to accept a comment like that and take not offence I have definatley changed for the better. I just said we had a good time and chilled which is the truth and would have been my answer even if I did hit it. Finally I realize there is more to the me and others than bust downs or just some overrated sweatin anyways. Chilling and having fun with someone and maybe getting to know a little bit more about peeps can actually make my decisions a WHOLE lot better, but not when I drink half a bottle of MO not then I am still fucked up. So there is me in a nut shell getting ready to go have SUCHI! hope I dont get sick
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